very frustrated now!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
very frustrated now!!
cz jz pass a busy weekend due to basketball again!

i had a competition at friday night and it won.
the following morning, i rush to semenyih by ktm train for the basketball training camp until sunday afternoon only back to home.
but then i jz rest for few hours
and went to rawang for another basketball competition again
and it lose!!!!

shit!!!

i hate the feeling of losing, it is very bad feeling!
i had two games.
one game, i m a coach and another game i m a player
both game oso lose..
wtf!!

for first game, i m a coach, but is a beginner coach who is lack of experience.
feel that i make my team lose due to my incompetent coaching.

then for second game, i m a player, a main player in team.
but i did few unforgivable mistakes at the critical moment.
haiz....

another reason to make me frustrated is my stomach ache pain whole day cz eating unclean "pao" in the morning.
and i hv to become macam an old man again
cz my knees r pain again due to play too over...
hv to take care my knee properly ad...

besides, before tht my frens and me plan to go pangkor on tues to thurs,
but some of them alwa cant gv comfirm as soon as possible,
alwa say tmr n tmr n tmr like the William Shakespeare poem..
shit them!!!
wan go then go la
don wan then say don wan la..
waste my time only!!!
at the end, the trip is postponed
but i think i will be canceled..

so...
my coll two weeks holiday is gone
due to the basketball things have occupied most of the time
and make me cant go for a trip.
haiz...