Friday, May 29, 2009

失眠与恶梦

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!
心情非常的不好!!
因为昨晚又失眠还发了很奇怪的梦!

我两点上床睡觉,
还以为我会睡得很熟,
因为我很累,
怎知又失眠了。

在床上滚来滚去,
不停的换睡觉的姿势,
或玩手机的游戏,
都还是不能睡。

想睡又不能睡的感觉非常的不好受。
完全就是精神的上的折磨及虐待!

也不知过了多久,
我想至少有超过凌晨三点半,
我终于睡着了。

可是,
我却发了一个奇怪的梦。

在梦里,
我一个人去游船,
我的床就在甲板上,
每晚都一个人的躺在船上看星星。

我的船偶尔也会停泊在码头,
每一站的码头都会有一位女搭客上我的船,
然后我们都会一起看星星,一起吃饭,
不再像以前的那么寂寞。

但,
这些女搭客最后都会变成魔兽,
然后离我而去,
我又再一个人躺着的看星星。

当第三女搭客变成魔兽,
然后离我而去,
我就醒了。

当我醒过来时,
我觉得很心寒,
很恐怖。

再早上七点钟而已,
所以我尝试睡回去,
然后发回类似的梦,
又再一次的醒过来。

过后我就不想睡回去了,
因为感觉很恐怖。

但我又很累,
所以就睡一下,
醒一下的,
直到十点半,
我就起来了。


这个梦真的让我觉得很
心寒,
恐怖,
寂寞。
希望它不会发生在我的身上。

Friday, May 22, 2009

not feeling well!!!

omg!!!!

not feeling well!!!

feeling cold all the time even though i m wearing jacket and the weather is hot too.

and my stomach too..

keep on go toilet,

but nothing come out..

wtf!!

luckily i don have cough and flu,

if not i have to quarantine myself

and

all my frens have to be quarantined too

haha

hope i will be getting well soon..^^

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

开学了!!!

开学了!!

新的学期又开始了。

这个学期还蛮轻松因为只是拿三个subjects

不像上个学期,

拿六课,

忙到要死,

不过还蛮好玩因为时间很充实。


开学了反而比放假来的轻松。

之前的两个礼拜的放假,我都把我的时间奉献于篮球了。

除了在百忙中抽出一天和朋友到怡保一日游之外,

我的放假都与篮球有关,如:

打比赛,练球,或带队去打比赛。

但是,

我还蛮享受这放假因为篮球是我的第二生命。


我有一位又美又会跳舞的女性朋友,Elaine

她的部落格的标题是

I dance to live, and I live to dance”.

非常有意识。

灵机一动,

我也想了一个标题给我自己

I live for basketball, basketball is my live”

哈哈。。

以下是我放假的照片。。。



我们的导游Henry【住在怡保,但在怡保迷路】

泰山压下来,我顶!!!

在山洞里喝茶


我们四人

GOMBAK UNDER 15 GIRL TEAM

我的堂哥们

Monday, May 4, 2009

very frustrated now!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
very frustrated now!!
cz jz pass a busy weekend due to basketball again!

i had a competition at friday night and it won.
the following morning, i rush to semenyih by ktm train for the basketball training camp until sunday afternoon only back to home.
but then i jz rest for few hours
and went to rawang for another basketball competition again
and it lose!!!!

shit!!!

i hate the feeling of losing, it is very bad feeling!
i had two games.
one game, i m a coach and another game i m a player
both game oso lose..
wtf!!

for first game, i m a coach, but is a beginner coach who is lack of experience.
feel that i make my team lose due to my incompetent coaching.

then for second game, i m a player, a main player in team.
but i did few unforgivable mistakes at the critical moment.
haiz....

another reason to make me frustrated is my stomach ache pain whole day cz eating unclean "pao" in the morning.
and i hv to become macam an old man again
cz my knees r pain again due to play too over...
hv to take care my knee properly ad...

besides, before tht my frens and me plan to go pangkor on tues to thurs,
but some of them alwa cant gv comfirm as soon as possible,
alwa say tmr n tmr n tmr like the William Shakespeare poem..
shit them!!!
wan go then go la
don wan then say don wan la..
waste my time only!!!
at the end, the trip is postponed
but i think i will be canceled..

so...
my coll two weeks holiday is gone
due to the basketball things have occupied most of the time
and make me cant go for a trip.
haiz...